I want you to know that you always have a place in my heart.

Dear Carl

Way back on our high school years, we swore that were never forget each other. Do you still remember that?

It’s more than two years and a half since the day of our graduation. I just want to know if I did something wrong, because we lost our connection.

One day you just stop sending me those annoying message and weeks with no call for weeks. Hope you’re doing okay right now. I may sound desperate, but I also try to email you, did you receive it?

I’m excited and delight to hear all your future plans; you said it is for us. The reason you move across the country is to go to your dream college. To fulfill and reach your ambition, which I support, but I just want to clear if am I still on your storyline.

The retro shirt that you gave to me before you go was still hanging at the back of my door, so that every time I woke up or before going to sleep, I can still imagine you being in here.

I miss the old good days. I miss your simping every time we pulled into drive through. I miss you for taunting me with no reason. I miss seeing your shadow in every corner as you waits to scare me. I miss your presence right now.

I’m uncertain to send this letter to you, coz maybe you’re just busy and having a hard time. I don’t want to interfere you from doing what you want, but I hope you consider to include me while making your decision.

Do not just disregard me, coz that shit hurts the most. I hope that if we ever meet someday, I wish that nothing would change on the way we approach or greet each other. And if you wish to comeback, I want you to know that you always have a place in my heart.

Love, Jess

A Letter for you